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Bad​/​Better

by bedussey!

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if you've ever felt bad
it's time to get better

wrote this song while crying in my car when i found out i was being forced out on my own

lyrics

i have no idea what's in front of me!
it's like i'm driving but i can't see
caught in a wave of uncertainty
choked out by my friend named anxiety
this existential feeling
wants me hanging from the ceiling
so i'll just deal with it
and try and shoulder it
till i can see my shrink next week

i'll be fine
somewhere down the line
but for now i'm freaking out

this overwhelming dread
keeping me tied to my bed
it's fucking with my head
not knowing what comes next
what if i can't get my meds?
what happens if i can't make my rent?
these thoughts don't make any sense
what if i go crazy again

i'll be fine
somewhere down the line
but for now i'm freaking out
i'll be fine
somewhere down the line
but for now i'm freaking out

i could use a little more time
i'm sorry that i wasted it all so far
i didn't think that it would be so hard
i thought i was better

i'll be fine
somewhere down the line
but for now i'm freaking out

credits

released February 5, 2021
written, recorded & produced by henri derouchie
bass by thom bowers
piano by jhariah clare
extra vocals by molly camosso

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bedussey! Olympia, Washington

bedroom pop-punk solo project since 2020
my name's henri. i'm kinda good at some stuff.
i make all these songs by myself (and sometimes with my friends!) in my bedroom.

Twitter & Instagram: @bedusseysucks

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