1. |
Intro / Lovenote
03:20
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the marks on your skin
oh how they drag me in
i'd kill for a kiss
to taste the smoke that's on your lips
but you don't seem to notice, no
you don't seem to see me at all
i wanna know what you're doing
when you close that door
but now it's easier to see you
than it ever was before
cos now you're here with me
and you're never leaving this room
we are two halves that make a whole and i guess one of us
has to be fucked up in the head
i'm off my meds
i'm off my meds again
it's like i can't even fucking breathe without you right next to me
why can't you see
it's killing me
why can't you see
why can't you see?
you and me
we're like fish in the sea
swimming around together
until the end of forever
and like the rocks in your pockets
i'll bring you down
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2. |
He's As Good As Done
03:49
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i can see my breath but i can't feel it in my lungs
i never thought that i would be this numb again
i haven't eaten in three days
keep pretending i'm okay when i'm not
i'll just rot
wasting away
i've been trying to avoid it
picking from this line of poisons
clouding up my head, the voices keep me from my bed
my only friend is the telephone
now all that's left of me's a ghost
i wonder how many car crashes it takes to die
i wonder if i try really hard i can fly
i wonder how many knots i would have to tie
for you to remember me
remember me
spending time with my own demons
and i'm starting to believe them
just fucking look at me
i'm begging and i'm on my knees
for somebody to come and save me
from this never ending repetition
i wonder how many car crashes it takes to die
i wonder if i try really hard i can fly
i wonder how many knots i would have to tie
for you to remember me
remember me
and i swear that i don't really wanna die
i just can't help the way these thoughts creep right inside
i wonder how many knots i would have to tie
for you to remember me
remember me
i wonder how many car crashes it takes to die
i wonder if i try really hard i can fly
i wonder how many knots i would have to tie
for you to remember me
remember me!!!!!
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3. |
This Isn't Home Anymore
04:02
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i ruin everything i touch
mixing the taste of bitter pills with all my nuanced indecision
this sting inside my gut
i think i've had enough
i lost all self control
i think it buried itself in the basement
next to my skeletons and all of my regrets
i didn't hear a word you said
you're never gonna leave this bed.
i've got this blood on my hands
you've got this knife in your chest
i never wanted you dead, i never wanted you dead
you've got this knife in your chest
i've got this blood on my hands
i never wanted you dead
i never wanted you dead
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4. |
LM4EVR
02:34
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i don't know where my self control went
i think it's six feet down in the dirt
i feel the hottest when i'm self destructing
i'm gonna get it right this time
you don't know what i keep in the basement
you know that girl that lived up the street?
it wasn't me! it wasn't me!
i feel the hottest when i'm self destructing
carry gucci bags under my eyes
bury me in pink chanel
i'm dying well
i'll get it right this time
but don't forget to cry
(there's nowhere left to run)
i know they're coming to get me
there's no place left to run
this blood is on my hands
you better get your gun
i don't know where my self control went!
i feel the hottest when i'm self destructing
carry gucci bags under my eyes
bury me in pink chanel
i'm dying well
i'll get it right this time
just don't forget to cry
i know they're coming to get me!
there's no place left to run!
this blood is on my hands!
you better get your gun!
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bedussey! Olympia, Washington
bedroom pop-punk solo project since 2020
my name's henri. i'm kinda good at some stuff.
i make all these songs by myself (and sometimes with my friends!) in my bedroom.
Twitter & Instagram: @bedusseysucks
bedussey! recommends:
jhariah is one of my favorite small artists of all time ever. he's a genius. he's gonna take over the world.
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